That night I dreamed of a lion with a mechanical eye. He told me that in Paris I would find my quest. He showed me a city street lined with shops. Colorful shops with warm light spilling from their windows. But the street was cold and I started to shiver.
He then told me to put my face in his mane and count to ten. I did this, and when I looked up we stood in a forest in front of a little cottage. Snow was falling all around us, but inside the cottage a woman was sitting at a bench, her back turned, tinkering with a small metal object. Beside her was a fireplace, and next to that, a little boy.
A light in the attic turned on, and I could see a man sitting in front of the window, typing on a machine. It was The Professor working on a book. I wondered why he and Esme weren't at his home, and who the little boy was. I looked more closely at the child, and suddenly I knew. Though in life I had no children, in the dream I recognized the boy as mine.
I looked again at the woman, thinking, "please let her be me, please, please make her me!" Then she began to turn around, and I woke up.

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